Dear Lord, please give me (Kristin) the ability to cope during this time of grief, anxiety, and loss. And please give me the right words to say when I talk to Matt, and help keep me calm and at peace. Lord God, please pull Matt out of his depression quickly and fully and put him back on his feet solidly. Please cast away any demons or the devil that are around him that prohibit him from living his best life. Please grant the doctors he works with the wisdom to get him on the right medication. Lastly, Jesus, please help Matt and I reconcile our relationship peacefully and fully, so we are happy and healthy together again. Since our first date over 4.5 years ago, I have heard a calling that it is Your will for us to be together. Right now, in the midst of this grief, it is hard to hear if Your calling is still true. Please make it ABUNDANTLY clear what Your will is in a quick manner. If it still is Your will, please bring us back together. If it is not Your will, please give us the quick understanding that we should let go and go our separate ways. Please make it clear which way we should go next week when we see each other, and please give us the right words to say to each other. In Your name, Amen.