Please pray for me that i don't lose my storages/today tomorrow in the auction & that i get the money to pay the bills and have my furniture moved to house so i don't have those bills anymore, i cry everyday & night about my situation & i have been battling this situation for some time & I need help with prayers. Please pray that I get blessed with appliances for my home and me to get blessed with a good paying job asap, my daughter and i lay on mattresses on the floor and use an ice chest for refrigerator & hot plate for a stove because I can't afford appliances. Please pray that we get blessed with enough money to pay the storages/bills and to buy appliances and stop sleeping on the floors, we have roaches and mice. Please pray for me because i don't understand whats going on anymore and I'm always so broken and disappointed & I can't share my true feelings with anyone because they don't really know what to say, because they are now seeing the manifestations and promises take so long. I feel so depressed and hopeless because I've tried so hard to live right & do right and to work and live Gods word, so that he can be well pleased,but sometimes it feels as if God just don't want 2bless me. i feel like I must be a really bad person or that my messups were/are so bad that he still punishing me, no matter how long ago they were. I feel confused, hurt, lost, empty, rejected and looked over by God. I feel like the world is laughing at me. I've gotteen physically and mentally ill worrying about all the stuff I'm dealing with & am seeing a psychiatrist. We need a financially blessing/miracle so badly right now. PLEASE PRAYTHAT GOD BREAKS ALL THE CHAINS, BONDAGES, YOKES, STRONGHOLDS & GENERATIONAL CURSES THAT THE ENEMY HAS PLACED ON ME, MY KIDS, OUR FINANCES AND OUR LIVES, BECAUSE I DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH MORE I CAN TAKE OF THIS. I FEEL ANOTHER MENTAL BREAKDOWN COMING ON.