dearest I ask you to pray for me, I am losing faith and hope, I feel depressed because no one helps me find a good job (which allows me to gain experience) suitable for me and as close as possible to me. I can't meet any girl or friends in my country. And finally I can't convert and live like a true Christian, because I can't find a holy priest in the parishes of my country to help me seriously. I am praying to Our Lady, the saints, St. Joseph and also the souls in Purgatory but I don't do it, my prayer is weak. Please help me. Thank you and God bless you