Please pray for clarity on a relationship I had 9 years ago. The relationship went too far, and she missed her period. Despite my requests, she refused to get tested until she flew to another state to be with her sister. She told me she was tested and was not pregnant. I believed her. However, I have always had inexplicable pain surrounding that relationship, which makes me wonder if she was pregnant and had an abortion. Pray that I will be able to ask with grace and forgiveness, and that she will reveal the truth to me. I need to know, because if I was a father, and my child was aborted, I need to bring it to the Lord and grieve, and find healing and forgiveness, instead of just carrying an inexplicable pain that I am not allowed to understand or resolve.