Please pray that I get the money to help my children to pay their rent and that we don't get evicted this Friday we have no where to go , but that God makes a way somehow to get all the money we need for all the bills and to get back on my feet. Please pray that God blesses me with a very good paying, good benefits job/career and that I finish college and get my degree and get a good job in my field. Please pray that God blesses me with a home of my home, so I won't be roaming anymore. I'm tired of struggling and mentally and physically my mind and body is breaking down from all the stress. I've been struggling with suicidal thoughts for a long time now. I struggle to get my life together and feel like I am a burden on my kids and that I should just die. Please pray that I get the mental help I need a get a very good therapist who will be able to help me. My heart has broken so much and I've been self sabotaging my life and relationships. Please pray for me and my kids because we've been suffering for years and we pray that this is the season we receive the blessings. Please make a way I just want to really be happy. Please pray that we suffer no more and that my kids don't get evicted and that god blesses us with a new home, job, vehicle and everything we need. Please we need a miracle right now and we need money so badly or we can be homeless this Friday. I need a good paying job and vehicle so badly.We are suffering to the point that I wish I was dead and keep trying to get the courage to just kill myself, because I feel useless like I'm just taking up space and should just die. Please pray that God removes every yoke, chain, and strongholds are broken off my life once and for all and that i can finally truly and fully be free. My mind , body and soul is in bondage and I need to be healed set free and delivered in every way, before i destroy everyone around me lives and take them down with me & they only trying to help. PLEASE I NEED GOD TO MOVE ASAP FOR ME! SUICIDE ALWAYS SEEMS LIKE THE BEST OPTION AND THE ENEMY IS CLOSE. I DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH LONGER I CAN FIGHT HIM, BUT I'M TRYING! PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE PRAY GOD MOVES AND DELIVER US ASAP!!!!!!