Jaroslaw's Prayer

PLEASE PRAY FOR ME, AS I HAVE COME TO A REALIZATION THAT I CAN BE A VERY ABRASIVE AND OPINIONATED PERSON, WHO PASSIVELY AGGRESSIVELY DEALS WITH THINGS, AND I TEND TO USE GOSSIP, OR MY OVER OPINIONATED NATURE TO DEAL WITH CONFLICTS. I CREATE MOST OF MY CONFLICTS AND CROSSES SUBCONSCIOUSLY. PLEASE PRAY FOR RESOLVE AND PEACE IN MY CURRENT WORK SITUATION. I AM VERY GRATEFUL FOR MY LIVELIHOOD, AND I DON'T EVER WANT TO TAKE THAT FOR GRANTED. I TRULY NEED A LOT OF GRACE AND GODS MERCY IN MY CURRENT MATTER AT WORK, AND JUST WANT TO HAVE PEACEFUL RESOLVE. I LET MY INSECURITIES AND THIS INHERENT DESIRE WITHIN ME TO PROVE MYSELF CONSTANTLY CONTINUE TO WIN AND I'M DONE WITH IT. I WILL LOVE MYSELF FOR WHO IT IS THAT I AM IN CHRIST, FOR THE WONDERFUL STRENGTHS THAT I HAVE, AND FINALLY LEAVE MY PAST AND MY MISTAKES TO GODS MERCY. I NEED TO TRUST HIM MORE, I NEED MORE PATIENCE AS I PURSUE MY CALLING, AND I NEED MY SOUL, MY HEART AND MY MIND TO BE COMPLETELY OVERRUN BY JESUS' LOVE AND TRANSFORMED INTO A MAN THAT IS A MEEK AND HUMBLE INSTRUMENT. NOT A BLUNT ONE. I NEED TO TRUST CHRIST MORE. I NEED TO TRULY CHANGE THE WAY I HANDLE PEOPLE, AND BECOME MORE PERSONABLE, KIND, ABLE TO COMMUNICATE WELL. PLEASE ALSO PRAY FOR THE CO-WORKERS WHICH I RUBBED THE WRONG WAY AND HAD CONFLICT WITH. AARON HEINZEL, JASON MAKALICK, THOR YOUNG AND BOB ZOLLER. I JUST WANT TO HAVE PEACE JESUS. PLEASE GIVE ME THAT. AS ST. ALPHONSUS SAYS, HE WHO PRAYS MOST, RECEIVES MOST. PLEASE FATHER, HELP ME TO WORK AT BEING PERFECT AS YOU ARE. PLEASE TRANSFORM MY WEAKNESSES INTO STRENGTHS, SO THAT I CAN BE A MORE HONEST AND PURE SERVANT. PLEASE HELP ME TO SILENTLY BRING FORTH YOUR KINGDOM WHERE I MAY GO, BUT ALSO TO STAY IN MY LANE, FALL IN LINE AND KNOW MY PLACE WHERE I TEND TO MAKE CONFLICTS.