I've received nothing but pain, heart break and disappointment in love. My family lives in another country. Alot of my friends and neighbors have rejected me and so have some family members. I was also abused and emotionally neglected as a child. I constantly think about being in a good relationship and getting the loyalty, affection quality time, love and bonding that I've never had.
I feel so lonely I don't want to go to sleep and I don't want to get out of bed because that means leaving my fantasy world where I am loved and in a happy relationship. It hurts to wake up and not have it be real.
Please pray for my mental health. This is affecting my quality of life, my motivation, my productivity and this is ALL i think about. Seeing happy couples and never having been in a healthy relationship hurts SO MUCH.
Sometimes I feel extremely unlovable and it hurts so much. This started in childhood. I've always wanted hugs, quality time and affection. Im crying as i write this. Please pray that God will heal me from this neglect, loneliness and memories of heartbreak.
May I enjoy life and may my dreams of a happy marriage and family come true. Please pray that God will give me the strength to go on with my life and make something good of myself.