Please pray for God to direct my path and help me to make the right choices. I've been really scared about applying for jobs and getting rejected. I don't even know what I'd be good at anymore or what job would be good for me to have. I haven't worked in 2 1/2 years and I feel like I'm good at nothing. Jesus knows why. I'm struggling to figure out whether I should keep training with Patrick or accept that it's time to move on to something else God has planned for me. Pray that Jesus would heal my badly bruised knuckle (it's been bruised since October.) Pray that Jesus helps me to overcome my insecurities, my shame, my frustrations, and to have emotional healing. Pray that Jesus would help me to be encouraged and keep believing that my muscle imbalance will be corrected. Pray that Jesus would remind me to keep trusting Him in everything, to have stronger faith and a desire to know His word, and to not give up. Pray that Jesus would bring me new friends and help me understand what it means to have healthy friendships and healthy intimate relationships. Pray that Jesus would give me the boldness and confidence I need to speak my mind or say how I feel. I've dealt with a lot of emotional abuse. Pray that God would help me to keep my joy and to seek Him out. Pray that God would help me to have a purpose when I wake up in the morning. I'm struggling big time and things have been even more stressful with my mom having a concussion and a hurt foot and my dad having Dementia. I feel really stuck and stressed out. I feel trapped in many ways and I'm scared of a lot of things out of my control. It's been really overwhelming. I lost all my friends and struggle to trust people.