John's Prayer

Once again another day has passed filled with stress, worry, anxiety in my life. I now believe that no one listens to me in heaven. Or if they listen, they don’t act to help me in any way. I call out and I am ignored. Every request falls on deaf ears. My soul is crushed. My spirit is shattered. How can you expect me to continue when I am always ignored? I simply want peace, happiness and abundance, why is this too much? I am truly broken now. I will not expect anything good to happen, as it never has. I expect to be ignored once again.