Dear friends, I ask you to pray for me: in October I was fired, now I can't find any work. I have given up, the prayers are not heard and now I live in depression (I would like to commit suicide, but I don't have the courage) and in mortal sin (I no longer resort to the holy sacraments), every day is a deadly bore and I do not do anything good, I waste time, I do not go out anywhere and I do not socialize with anyone or even with my close relatives, I feel useless, a disgust, a failure. I am a wanderer and clumsy (I suffer from mental problems and personality disorders). They are not what I have to do with my life, I am already wasting 26 years in vain. I am an only child, I feel shunned by everyone and in fact I have no friends who encourage me, I do not have a girlfriend who loves me, and I do not feel loved by anyone. Every day I hope a new parish priest will arrive in my city who can be a traditionalist holy spiritual father who shakes my soul. In fact, I can't even go to the Latin Mass (which I love) because it is far from my city. Thank you and God bless you. Praised be Jesus Christ