I suffer from sexual deviance and porn addiction. I feel as though God doesn’t even want to help me, though I know he HAS to want to. I’m just so lost right now. I’m so sad for those I’ve hurt and I’m scared I’ve ruined my life, and the lives of my family if I get caught. I just want to go live in the woods and be a hermit. It’s the only way I’ll ever heal. PLEASE PRAY FOR ME!