John's Prayer

I just wish for some happiness and peace to come into my life. Everyday there is always pain, suffering, mental distress and just misery. I don't know how many more times I can ask for happiness and peace. Just some contentment and stability. Is that really too much to ask for? I keep asking, but I am always ignored. Please pray yet again for me, that happiness and peace will take hold NOW. Without any delay. This really is my last prayer for this. I can do no more.