Lord please destroy my pride before it destroys my family. My need to look good cost us again. We are in dire need financially instead I project well being. Lord please take over for I don’t deserve to be in your Holy sight. I fear all interactions since my pride will hurt me and my family. Tell me to give up the fight. I can’t make it another minute without you. Please don’t leave me. I am so sad. Please pray for my wife and children. I’m scared for them. Please don’t visit unnecessary pain and suffering on them. I’m so sorry lord I’m such a weak pathetic self engrossed sinner. Please push me out of the way. Lord have mercy. Please lord take over. I surrender to you please have evil leave me I’m so unworthy. God bless you your prayers are what gets me though these dark nights.