I will be brutally honest, I have had NO peace, joy, comfort, abundance, stability or support in my life from God. NOTHING! I have asked constantly but the answer is always “NO, GO AWAY” from God. Why? I thought God loved me? Pray for immediate peace, joy, comfort, abundance, stability and support to take hold in my life now from God. I need this to happen now. Otherwise, my hope/faith is a waste of time.